Me
June 4, 2025 at 4:02:15 AM
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This is gonna be a long [oopsies] yap but I THINK it's worth reading. According to the amount of videos I've seen on TikTok, my mutuals' reposts are frequently/usually about intimacy shared between couples (activities that include pegging, being the dominant or the submissive person during sex, diverse positions, and others as such โ sexual intercourse in general). Although majority of them are minors, such as I am. Not being hypocritical, though. I know that it is normal for teenage individuals to be curious about ideologies that include physical change, or in general, growth of a person. It is just a rising concern from the way I perceive it, because this might be a sign that an individual is developing a crude behavior, or if worse โ Compulsive sexual behaviour disorder or also known as Hypersexuality. Speaking from experience, I had also unfortunately nurtured a crude behaviour that caused me to lose the purity and innocence that I once possessed as a child. Being exposed to these inappropriate terms as a minor created a huge impact in my growth, and much worse โ my individuality. This interfered with my relationship towards my parents after they had found out about my crude behaviour. I had lost their trust, and I felt my entire spirit brim with remorse; For what parent would not be disappointed after finding out their child engaged in inappropriate acts? From then on, I had never felt the same. I had once been a child, whose soul was composed of only innocence and purity. And as I grew up, I let the others corrupt my being. (Sorry if some of these don't make sense, I still haven't figured out how to use semi colon and em dash properly)